Disruption of life was the key,
To build and break and build again.
From the past to the present,
I carried a lot of bargain.
So I break myself till I can
I cry all way and all night
Pushing in every emotion that I find,
To clear my mind and my life.
Lost I find myself to be in the unknown,
Knowing not what to do,
But at peace I am and with in love with the new.