I’ve made horrible choices in my 10 years. Some hurt me physically (though I was happy I made them) and some bought me mental agony. And I’ve also repeated the same mistakes over and over again.
My choices, I call them. And not my mistakes. Because a mistake, as said by many, is something that is done once and not again. My choices were poor because I was not strong. Because I didn’t build the courage to say NO to myself.
NO to my habits. NO to my mindset. And NO to my disempowering thoughts.
I always ask myself the question, “What makes them successful and how can I do that?”. And the answer is always the same, “They sacrifice where they must. They believe in their ideas and so they work hard to achieve greatness in what they believe. They don’t make excuses and act like a pussy. They take responsibilities and change.”
So, I decide from now on, every minute of my time, I will choose what I must do. Like a warrior, a samurai:
“I have no one to lose but me. And I have nothing to lose but my honour. I live for me, to get better at my art. I get better to live my days as if they were mine last, not showing others how great I am. I face my fears and grow. I stay alone because this is where I find my peace and myself. I must grow because it is a promise, I made to myself.”
Life Design 