Friday, December 16, 2022
Day 6:
My newfound discovery about myself helped me for the past two days. Strong urges were controlled by my imagining them; using my imagination as a tool and not my mobile device.
But I also observed that I avoided using my imagination for this purpose completely. And maybe overall. But here’s where my fault lies:
- I didn’t use my imagination to picture my goals, yet.
- I spent the last few days surrounded by people and
- I avoided what I felt by not journaling, and keeping myself distracted.
It is true that people who create something of worth for themselves live better. Trying to force something on me – whether it be a stream of passive income or anything related to creation – only consumed my energy.
There are a lot of factors that come into play when we want to work harmoniously: Finding what truly makes a difference for Me, realizing it’s completely my responsibility, and staying alone actually helps. And that I really don’t matter. After doing everything, the work still remains connected.
No one cares what I think. And what matters the most is that I am my best friend, my best parent, my best coach and my best student. No one is going to help me, not even my parents.
And still, the work remains unshattered:
- I have to and I want to find what I love doing.
- Give my time and energy to it. Make it an obsession.
- And flick everything aside.
Everything that I want to do is ultimately only for me. So, what must I do?
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